-lenee / ` {iloveyou}

Thursday, October 05, 2006

STRESSED! :(

today was History and Math Paper 1.
my hands are going to break already!
freaking answers have to be so long.
in the end, i couldn't even finish my SEQ.

then for Math paper 1.
i am so going to flunk it!
i don't know how to do alot of questions can.
no compass! pui.

if i have to retain/drop to NT,
i don't wanna study anymore!

currently chatting with Jiamin on msn,
chat about so many things :D
it has been a long time since we've done that.
chat about her stead, weekiong and many more.
maybe meeting her during the holidays,
just couldn't wait for it !
the craziest moments will be there.

i am so afraid of it.
some said i have changed after the breakup,
was it really the fact that i have changed or
maybe you guys were thinking too much?
admit sometimes that i am always throwing
temper at people and also maybe being
irritated over some trivial matters but
i really don't mean anything bad.

hai. i really regretted not treating him well.
even looking at his pictures now, makes me wanna
cry but also laugh :D cause it reminds me
of his stupid monkey laughters and dumb dumb looks.
and also how you would 'suan' me! but i would fight
back and make myself embarassed.
even when i'm trying to sleep, some images of you would appear.
i pray that you would one day, return back to me.
but i know the chances are so fucking low as there
are also some other girls that loves you deeply too :(

how i wished that, last time i wasn't so kpo about who
babyblue was, and i wouldn't have known you :(
its all a big big mistake! but who is at fault?
me. blame me for loving you too much

I really need a shoulder to cry on.

YYY